〇padagata

updated 3 weeks, 5 days ago

30.07.2024


8:17 AM

I like waking up knowing I have a lot of laundry. It means I am alive more than ever. The fact that I have the strength and time to write down my thoughts. It is just a miracle.


3:58 PM

For the first time I navigated the city in a car by myself. I was not anxious. I drove like I knew the busy vicinity. I was surprise of myself. But then, I used Google maps.


4:14 PM

I have found out. On the table again. I have to find joy soon. I wonder what cause it? In a span of two months, it is a significant growth.

Is it causing itself?

Flying? Being home?

Another hex, vex, or curse from another?

Have I sinned too much?


01.08.2024


3:05 AM

The third or fourth nightmare. Should I conclude this as vexation already? A commissioned retaliating spirit, perhaps.


02.08.2024


1:49 PM

I finally have the courage to go to reconcilation, less not drag myself to hear mass. Whatever this is —new dmn or not— stronger. It knows my weakness. I am better, but still trying toget back to a 100% State of Grace.


11.08.2024


8:29 PM

Domingò napod. Kasabâ napod. Let me make this clear — kanang magpad-ul na gyud ka ky Lord, mas mugara ang mga dmnyo. Mao na ampô gyud ug taman taman.


14.08.2024 Mothering never stops


7:02 PM

Just when I thought I was clocked out for the day, I was still on duty for dinner. Well, at least I was just in the rain to order pizza. Not keen cooking, apparently.


31.08.2024 Pride & Unrighteousness


3:56 PM


Oh Hey You!

Adele: When will I see you again?

Mattafix: Don’t you want to know me? Be a friend of mine. I’ll share some wisdom with you. Don’t you ever get lonely from time to to time?


31.08.2024


The gates of Heaven open today. Stop looking down.


              

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